Dec 24, 2010

Falsampah


Filsof & Wahyu
telah datang
dari orang-orang dungu

Xanax
adakah
matahari dan bulan
saling berkejar-kejaran?

Tuhan
adakah manusia
tercipta
dari anarki perasaan cinta?

Coin
As we already know
there are always
two sides of a coin

Isme
Jangan bertanya
tentang keyakinan
Dari isme isme
yang berkeliaran

Everyone
needs a tragedy
to realize that
they're actually happy

di mataku
terlipat peta
syurga dan neraka

Kuasa
menghantar kau
ke penjara

Kopi
tidak akan
tegak dan sombong
tanpa gelas dan cawan

You
Yourself
is unique-self


Dec 23, 2010

Falsafah Kosong



Falsafah Kosong

Segala-galanya bermula
dengan beberapa kerat
falsafah kosong.

Bengkak Mata
Tuhan
Matikan aku
seketika.


Sorga di mana?

Jika sorga itu ada
di atas peta dunia.
Maka, hadiahkanlah daku
sebuah kompas.



Islam
Agama yang mulia
dan sedang luka tercedera.

Tau Gay?
Abang macho,
di dalam jelmaan
dunia sayur-sayuran
akan menjadi tau-geh.


Being Toss Out
Cut my throat,

And let me breathe
in peace.


Minus
Me minus You
is void.

Unfold me
I am your telegram
from heaven.
Please read.



Dec 22, 2010

Reality Bites. Ulala...



2011
Mari mulakan sirah hidup tahun baru dengan jus serotonin maya
sambil menerima hakikat kehidupan bahawa
"Saya tak hensem, Saya tak gay dan Saya OK!"





Dec 21, 2010

Sesungguhnya Tuhan Kamu Tidak Bermata Satu




Jihad Songsang
"Saya Gay, Saya OK"
Untuk Wan, rakan penulis, semuga tabah, dan kami berdoa agar Tuhan, Raja kepada segala raja-raja di dunia ini, akan mengirimkan cahayaNya di dalam kekeliruan hidup beliau. Bukankah kita juga pernah terlupa atau tercicir Tuhan? Bukankah hati kita ini juga masih bertompok putih hitam? Inilah dugaan duniawi.



* * *
Simpati Mu bisa menyambar insaf hati yang kerapkali terpesong kiblat.
Kasih Mu bisa memaksi kembali hati kepada lima solat. ~Taf Teh



God does not favor seasonal worshiping.
Just like the Lost drama, people experience several seasons of Lost as well.
So, next time you lost your God, try hard to find Him again, again and again.
Skip searching Him in this world because He is in your world,
exclusively in your heart, should be the sacred place in your heart. ~Taf Teh

* * *





Dec 15, 2010

Nothing New Since French Revolution

Insanity is to behave like someone that you are not.
Normality is the capacity to express your feelings. ~Paulo Coelho

Nothing New Since French Revolution
Feeling numb and paralyzed.

I failed to detect any minor or major void in my heart, mind or the purple colored blouse I'm wearing today. Isn't purple is my psycho color that I used every time I want some kind of stimulant before walking out from my house heading towards the routine office life? Ohh what a fake stimulant, and the worst fact, it didn't stay long.

W(d) asked what happen to my stuff. What stuff? That stuff that move and shake your world. The tornado stuff? Yeah. The honest truth is I desperately need to resize, pack and post myself into another dimension, third or fourth dimension, the unreal fictitious world. It's not an easy departure, and once there, it is not easy to come back to reality. Yeah.. that is your stuff. Seriously? That is a delusional world dear and I am sane, ok. Ohh come on, be rational.

I told F(g), maybe I need to grow weed now that caffeine or nicotine couldn't elevate my spirit. I am soulless. Yeah, when are they, these geniuses, going to invent build-in wings in caffeine, I need to fly, fly, fly high. You can fly with pot, let me get for you, she acted like a free agent. Or you can fly to Amsterdam, the land of buat-suka-hati. Ohh come on, give me a cheap or free option la.

A paralyzed human being need to force herself to experience a radical change. Something with high dose of estrogen maybe. How about that? I'm going to dump every overused option available. I am anti-cliche rite. Let's dig for fresher idea. It's hiding somewhere in the Pavilion parking lot, kedai mamak NZ, 7-eleven or 2-Ringgit shop. I am so confident.

After days of thinking, all I plan to do is, start my car engine, drive through out the night to see and feel the city's lights and society's illness at Jalan Bukit Bintang. Reverting to an old cliche is not a sign of evolution at all. I am the cliche. I am the masses. I am a loser. Cliche-masses-loser. What a chemically compatible, politically correct and universal standard to overcome numbness.

Aaaaaaaaaa... Nothing new since French Revolution. The world is still flat.


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Nota: Saya mungkin akan menulis Nothing new since French Revolution versi BM jika dada saya meletup-letup ibarat diserang tornado dari Papua New Guinea. Ok, mahu turun bawah, minum petang di kedai kopi di bandar Hanoi bersama H(z). H(z) berjanji akan bawa ubat penenang jiwa yang mengkhayalkan itu.



Dec 13, 2010

Small Stone

My impossible love,
You are not my landlord.
I don't rent my life from you. ~Taf Teh


Note on prose: Every one who has been abandoned in a relationship should create some sort of defence mechanism to protect his/her intolerable pain. It's a despotic denial but a loser too, needs to move on in life.

This small stone (prose) was published online, 7 Dec 2010 @ A Handful of Stones.
A small stone is a very short piece of writing that precisely captures a fully-engaged moment. ~Fiona Robyn




Creativity Inertia- Unwelcome Curse

All creative people need something to rebel against,
it's what gives their lives excitement.
[Paul Arden]




Hidup tanpa perang atau konflik amatlah membosankan. Ia membuatkan otak anda berkarat, perasaan anda melumut dan kreativiti anda membisu.


Dec 9, 2010

Hero



Julian Assange, Founder and Editor of Wikileaks






“I’ve waited forty years for a release of documents on this scale.”~ Daniel Ellsberg adalah sang peniup wisel (whistle blower) kepada kes The Pentagon Papers.



Agen Oren ~ Taf Teh
Darah-darah infantri bergadai percuma
Invasi petak-petak sawah berair
Juta-juta nyawa bergelumung
Terburai via juta-juta amunisi
Untuk menyempurnakan petisyen keamanan
Kononnya!

Vilus-vilus renjong menghela tiap-tiap kumin agen oren
Diskordansi gen-gen intrinsik
Menzuriatkan deskripsi baru, limfoma dan sarkoma.

Apologi, sketsa veteran-veteran tua berkongsi simpati
Pada ziarah singkat lima minit
Untuk bekalan faktual teks jurnals
Futuristiknya, ialah satu lagi insektarium!

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Nota: Agen Oren diterbitkan di dalam Projek Provakasi Puisi MANTRA pada 2007. Saya menulisnya sebaik sahaja membaca kunjungan sekumpulan kecil bekas pejuang-pejuang Amerika ke Vietnam di dalam surat khabar tempatan. Melihat senyuman mereka, hati saya mula berdenyut-denyut kerana tiada apa yang boleh diraikan, digembirakan dan dibanggakan dari peperangan lepas. Malah, pihak yang menang dalam peperangan, mereka sepatutnya menyorak kejayaan dengan air mata darah, air liur darah dan keringat darah.

Kunjungan sebegini akan mudah dilupai, semestinya lebih pantas daripada proses air laut yang tersejat ke awan. Dunia terpaksa menyaksikan peperangan di sana-sini, foto-foto mayat yang mati tersadai dihempap konkrit bangunan dan dibom, sementara menutup mata ke atas makmal senjata dan nuklear yang semakin hebat.

(Agen Oren adalah sejenis senjata kimia yang diguna-pakai oleh tentera Amerika ketika Vietnam War. Kesan sampingan ke atas survivor adalah perubahan genetik yang menyebabkan penyakit-penyakit baru seperti limforma dan sarkoma).

Oleh kerana latar belakang saya di dalam dunia sebenar berkait-rapat dengan Corporate Governance, Business Ethics dan Sun Zi's Philosophy of War, maka saya tidak mampu menahan diri dari memuji tindakan Julian Assagne. Iya, dunia AMAT memerlukan seorang wira moden yang mampu menundukkan kuasa-kuasa jahat melalui perang psikologi dan internet.

Meminjam kata-kata sahabat saya M, Praise the Internet!!!



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